13th of June

we walked together

I knew something was on your mind

2 bottles of rum

I smoked a cigarette 

while other men stared at me

I smoked alone you made a phonecall

I like to spend time with you

I remember we

went to search for a cave

I navigated on my memory  

on a flat rock litten by moon light we rested

I had been there with someone with a different name

I did not observe 

you knew

I drunk 

To be drunk

To tell more about my past

Lingering on

Sweeping behind me 

When we walked together

Under the carresing moonlight

Sweeping behind me

The shadows on the yellow thick grass

The thorns ripping and scratching my legs

I don't care I like pain I said

'I knew you like plants'

secrets grew out of the hole of your body 
She 
secrets you did not share with anybody else

I also thought that I must have been overwhelmingly 

Present 

in this empty field

Under the stars

Empty bottles were thrown

Secrets spilled

Sealed off 

On the road

Back to the hostel

Should I write it all down?